super super super bored at home...take me to another place now!!i don't mind going tekong to get tekan and shag out..it's better off rotting at home..

took some pictures of gal..dear's mom brought back a MERCEDEZ for gal..haha let her to try on it..very cute.very funny.

it's 2am.goodnight

super depressing..dear's back to tekong again.suddenly recieve notice that he's going field camp this saturday.which means he'll only be back next saturday.oh wells...wat can we do???

anyways..met up with von for dinner at macs.enjoyed so much talking to her.talked abt abi's wedding this coming sat and lots of last time memories in SJC and npcc..

still rmbed thailand trip during our Sec 1.was bathing with yiying,and we forgot to take towel .so i had to went out half naked and got discovered by forgotten which maam.tt was sooooo embarrasing.geography trip to malaysia..lol.so many hilarious moments..and not forgetting our clique was called Y.M.C.A (Yvonne,Mei dan,Carmen,Adeline) and our name still lies somewhere on the punggol end wall!

rmb the times when we went some ulu playground near chomp chomp and they was a grass slope near-by.so i asked why not lets roll down the slope!hahaa.we were still in our sch uniform then.but nevertheless,we still rolled down the slope =)fun fun fun!!

IJ friends are friends for life.this is so true...

dear will be home tmr!!!

yeah yeah yeah =) prepared lots of stuff for him!got to cook crysanthemun tea for dear ltr too.
went to submit the application for the course in pre sch teaching today at bugis.got to push shayenne along too.kinda troublesome.but i managed!

after that,took a train from bugis all the way to woodland and changed bus to sister jasmine hse for dinner.super long journey.train-sicked.

and now I'm home sweet home!

HAPPY 30TH MONTHSARY DEAR!

hellos everyone! it has been like 5 months since i last blogged!

and I'm back!

time really flies.blink blink.my dear shayenne has turned 4 months.getting naughtier and naughtier.simply having fun with her 24/7.full time mommy

will continue to start my job on nov.yeas.working now in a childcare call Cherie Hearts.quite an established childcare.will be sending shayenne to the infantcare at the same centre too.also they'll be sponsoring me for the dip in pre sch teaching.

my plans?

intending to complete my study bond with them.then...either sign on with the army or the police with a diploma.

updates on labour day!:

18 June 2008(what to expect on delivery day!)

9am:started having stomachache.feels like you've ate something wrong and you just wanna shit.sat in the toilet for 1/2 hour but nothing comes out.feels abit of back ache

10am:called sister jasmine(a lady from church whom i was staying with) and told her I think I am going into labour.started bleeding abit.sms-ed dear whom was working.told him i'm most probably going into labour.he got so happy n excited.like finally the day has arrived.pain started coming every 10-15 minutes.i practically lied on the bed and timed every minute.

1pm:sister jasmine friend drove us to gleneagles hosp.went to see gynae first.confirmed that I was 3 cm dilated and I'm gonna give birth!

2pm:being admitted and wheeled into labour ward.the labour ward was so nicely furnished and cosy.sofa for baby's daddy.television.toilet.you got the whole room to yourself.changed into a bare back gown.nurse stripped me to this headphone device that monitor's baby heartbeat.so thruout the birth process you could hear pob-pob-pob-pob

2.30pm:dear rushed down to the ward.everything was still ok.could laugh,joke and watch tv.the pain was still managable.

5pm plus:water bag broke.had no feeling.just kept feeling that I was bleeding profusely.pain started to become painer.was grabbing dear's hand.didn't feel like saying anything.endured till I couldn't and ask for the gas mask.so i was breathing and breathing whenevr the pain came.

7pm plus:i was on my verge of breaking down.nurses kept asking on whether do i need an epidural(happy-dural).imagine poking a needle and tube at your spine?!crazy,as if i would.i would rather breath my gas and scream my way thru.which was wat i did.kept squeezing dear's hand all the way.was groaning and crying in pain.

somehow all women have bad temper when they're giving birth.dear kept comforting me to keep quiet,to relax and ask me to breath properly.even attempted to take my gas mask away cas i was breathing in too much.was very pissed off with him at that time.haha.dunno why?try asking a women who's in labour pain to do something and you'll be snapped at.didnt felt like talking.so i was cursing and swearing at him in my heart.haha.he don't know that.he was abit pissed off too cause I wasn't breathing properly like all the other woman do in those tv shows.haha

9pm plus:the PAINER became PAINEST!i was practically screaming every time the pain comes.omigod.the pain is the kind of pain you could never imagine the pain..yea.was screaming and squeezing dear's hand like you cld almost crush his bones for he got you pregnant and he's not the one going thru the PAINEST period!you just felt like you're never ever want to give birth again and dear god jus ask the baby to come out NOW.

finally.at 9.21pm.i felt the urge to push.gynae wasnt there but the senior nurse was there.and dear didn't allow me to push(i cursed him again)...haha.baby was alr crowning(head starting to appear)didn't care for anything at that moment.just kept breathing frantically into the gas mask and screaming into it.kept my eyes close i dunno why.probably too pain to open.the next thing i saw was the doctor in full attire and many nurse pushing my stomach down.PUSHHHH!!! so i was given the green light to push.HAH.was screaming so loudly till the doctor asked dear to cover my mouth and keep quiet.lol..was "caking" my screams into dear's hand.while pushing,i knew doctor was cutting my down there but it felt really nothing.at the 3rd push,i felt something big slipped out and then SHayenne's cry!the final pain while pushing is like something big stuck down there and you feel like you haven't shitted for a million years.yeap

was totally exhausted and blurred from breathing the gas mask.didn't manage to see my birth process.but got a glimpse of baby's umbillical cord (just like pig intestine).baby was weighed and a tube was inserted into her stomach to suck out the amniotic fluid.dear kept feeling so heartbreak cas that procedure look painful to shayenne.but at tt pt of time i was thinking 'serve her right to feel pain.who ask her give me so much pain'.haha.quite bad hurr.then i slowly gain back my alertness.tears started flowing.it was tears of joy...

AFTER BIRTH

thank god everything's over?NOoo...down there will be bleeding the blood for the past 9 months.the wound down there will be raw and painful.practically lied on the bed and didn't moved my lower part of my body for the entire night.felt really uncomfortable.couldn't really sleep thruout the whole night.kept thinking of baby which i didn't even get to carry after birth.

ConClusion

giving birth is fun and unforgettable!